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Ambulance driver Holden continued to help the wounded and fired his M-16 rifle through an open window to cover the medics as they worked.   

 Virginia Holden said she will never fathom how her husband felt during the furious battle in Iraq that left him wounded in both hands last week.

What she knows is pride and no small amount of fear.

Last Friday, Cpl. Luke Holden, 22, an ambulance driver with the Marine Corps 2nd Tank Battalion's Charlie Company, was shot in one hand and received a serious shrapnel wound in the other during an ambush in At Tuwayhah, a town on the Tigris River 11 miles south of Baghdad. He is getting medical attention in Spain and will be home soon for some time off.

Virginia Holden is glad. But she has lived with fear and uncertainty since Jan. 31, the last time she saw her husband, an Elmira native whose family moved to Rensselaer three years ago.

On Thursday, her daughter, Alexandria, 3, ran across the room of their Partition Street apartment and picked up a framed picture of her father and hugged it.

"This is my daddy," she said, peering over the top of the frame. "He said he's got a boo-boo."

Alexandria's 1-year-old brother, Christian, turned the pages of a scrapbook Virginia Holden has put together to keep her mind off the war. He fingered a brown plastic envelope that once held a ready-to-eat military meal. Luke Holden used it to mail to his wife a disposable camera with pictures of himself and his buddies.

"The kids have been my strength, actually," Virginia Holden said. "When I'm sad or worried, they always cheer me up. Alexandria will say, 'Don't worry, mommy. Daddy will come home soon.' "

"It has at times been too much. I got so depressed I went to St. James Church a couple of weeks ago and lit a candle for him and broke down crying," she said. "The priest and a woman came to me and hugged me, and they talked to me for a while."

The Marine's injuries and the battle along the Basra-to-Baghdad highway was the subject of a Thursday article in the Dallas Morning News.

Charlie Company's tanks came under heavy fire from sniper's nests and rocket-propelled grenades. One hit an open turret hatch on a tank dubbed "Let's Roll" and killed the tank's cannon loader, Cpl. Bernard Gooden, 22, of Mount Vernon in Westchester County, the article said.

The ambush left three Marines dead and five seriously wounded, including the company's commander, Capt. Jeffrey Houston.

Holden and battalion surgeons got Houston and others in the ambulance, but Holden took a bullet through the left hand as he grasped the steering wheel. Despite his injury, Holden continued to help the wounded and fired his M-16 rifle through an open window to cover the medics as they worked.

Later, as a Marine CH-46 helicopter landed to evacuate the wounded under heavy fire, a blast lodged shrapnel in Holden's right hand. He was put on the chopper and taken out of the battle.

"I talked to him yesterday, and he said they will be able to save the fingers on his hands," Virginia Holden said. "The only thing he feels strongly right now is he wants to go back to be with his unit. He just can't get over that he can't go back to help them."

March 2003